Sometime in July 2020, the Kolkata
Municipal Corporation (KMC) had identified the old crematorium at north
Kolkata’s Nimtolla area for COVID-related deaths. In April and May 2021 however,
the influx of dead bodies had forced the KMC to open up Nimtolla’s new
crematorium complex.
I urged Hari to drive faster lest we
missed the trajectory of KMC’s hearse car, which for that moment was housing Ma. I had the hearse car driver’s phone
number though. Even then, I was unsure if that would help in case we missed
them.
Since April 2020, Ma had a fear lurking in her mind that if she died due to the
coronavirus, her cremation would not take place properly.
“Do see to it that I am not thrown in
the fields of Dhapa…”, she would tell me after I returned from office. This was
consistently frequent on her part. I on the other hand, would refrain from
commenting on what she said.
That however did not curb her anxiety.
“I do not want to be thrown in those
open fields. I have heard that they are doing this to COVID dead bodies…..”
“Ma,
these are rumours. And moreover, why are you bothered about such issues?”
“No. Not at all. I read in newspapers.
There is not enough space in the existing crematoriums. So, these landfill
sites at Dhapa are being used.”
“All right. Let us forget these things
now…Will you give me something to eat?”
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My right hand palm was still resting on
the right shoulder of Dr Vishal as I kept on muttering to myself:
“Ma,
be with me. Ma, be with me.”
“You have to sign on a few documents.
Only after that, we will issue the death certificate. Thereafter, the KMC will
take away the body for cremation”, the administrative-in-charge blabbered in
his irritating tone.
The apparent jabberwocky by that
numskull was perhaps necessary for me to wake up from my quiescence of grief.
“Where will the KMC take her? Which
crematorium?”
“We don’t know. They can take her
anywhere. Most probably Dhapa”, the idiot blurted.
“We have no control over it. The KMC
can arrive anytime. If you are here, you can see the body taken and can accompany
them. Else, they take it away and cremate it as per their convenience”.
I felt like breaking his jaws when he
repeatedly uttered the word ‘body’.
Things had crossed the limits. I had to
act. I immediately called up Prodipto. Being the District Magistrate, he should
have some contacts in the KMC, I hoped. Moreover, he was so helpful in
supplying the oxygen cylinders for mother when we tried our level best to keep
her at residence with a steady oxygen input. Later on, Prodipto had been
instrumental in getting hold of the Remdesivir injections too. I was confident
that he would rescue me now.
“No sir, at this juncture I might not
be of help. The KMC is out of my purview. Nevertheless, I will try and let you
know.”
I knew how honest and serious Prodipto
was. He said what he meant. I messaged a few more contacts. Debarshi of the
West Bengal Civil Service responded.
“Uddipan-da,
let me try my contacts in the KMC and get back to you.”
Meanwhile, I called my cousin brother. He was
unable to believe that mother was no more.
“How could it be? You must be lying. Her SpO2 was on the rising curve last evening. So how could she
pass away this morning?”
“What about the lung specialist? What
did he say?”
I had no answer to his logical queries.
The moment I disconnected, I received a call from Dr Vivek Bose.
“Sir, did you meet Dr Pahari? He’s
there in the hospital.”
“Oh, he is in the hospital!”, I pushed
myself to speak.
“Yes, please meet him if you can. He
and other doctors tried but couldn’t….I hope you know…”
“Yes, I know. Should I pay Dr Pahari
his fees?”
“Well, let me ask him Sir”, Dr Bose
replied.
“Listen Mr Mukherjee, I received a call
from the KMC just now”, suddenly I found the dimwit in-charge standing beside me
in front of the ICU. I too did not remember when I moved outside the ICU to
call my cousin brother.
“They will take the body within half an
hour”.
“But you are lucky”, the bastard
smiled.
“They will take the body to Nimtolla
and you can accompany them.”
Either Prodipto or Debarshi did the
trick, I thought. Whoever did it, I didn’t mind at all.
“Sir, I have had a word with the
officials of the KMC. They will allow five persons from your family to
accompany the cremation at Nimtolla”, Prodipto was kind enough to inform.
“However, they will follow all
COVID-related protocols. You can watch the rituals but I am afraid you will not
be able to do the mukhagni (the Hindu
ritual of a
son placing fire on his deceased mother’s face).”
“Thank you so much, Prodipto.”
“I will be ever grateful”.
I ran towards my residence. Hari was
ready with the car. I pulled out Ma’s
favourite saree from the almirah and somehow moved out of the flat in
desperate speed so that we did not miss the KMC men.
“Please put her gently on the
stretcher”, I pleaded to the KMC lads.
“Don’t worry dada (brother), we are doing this everyday”, they scoffed at
me.
Prodipto’s intervention had worked
wonders. My mother was a VIP laash
(dead body). She was kept in an air-conditioned hearse car. No other dead
person was placed alongside her. I was rather fortunate.
The driver of the hearse car sped away.
“Hari, follow that car. Do not miss it. We
have to reach Nimtolla.”
I could feel my heart beat going up.
In the middle of the 15-minute journey,
we lost sight of the hearse car completely. Yet I did not lose hope.
To our great fortune, we discovered the
vehicle in front of the old crematorium building of the Nimtolla burning ghat.
“So, will she be cremated here?”, I
asked Piklu, the KMC lad who carried my mother from the hospital. He was quite
agile and was the only person who seemed to speak a bit. The driver and the
other staff appeared to be mummified individuals – as cold as ghosts were.
Suddenly, there was a commotion and few
burly characters started shouting at Piklu.
“You rascal, you want to place this
body here? There’s no space. Get out, you son of a swine.”
“What will happen now?”, I asked Piklu.
“Aare
dada, don’t worry. I will manage. After all, your laash is a VIP.”
“You sister-fucker”, Piklu retorted at
that hulk.
“Didn’t I tell you that this is a VIP
dead body?”
I was amazed to see how a rather skinny
Piklu tamed that brawny fellow.
I waited for about half an hour over
there, with my mother lying peacefully in the hearse car, oblivious of the
perturbations outside.
“Dada,
let us go to the new crematorium”, uttered Piklu.
“Where is it, brother?”, I asked
naively.
“Aare dada, you seem to know nothing”.
“The new crematorium is just at the
other end of the road.”
Piklu jumped into the car and sat
beside the driver. And as the driver of the hearse car pressed the gear, I
started running towards it. I meticulously followed the vehicle until Piklu came
out of it and with him and two of his companions my mother too came out.
I watched Piklu and his friends put down my mother on the floor, beside numerous other individuals, all dead due to the coronavirus. There were about 100 to 150 such individuals lying on the floor.
The KMC management had placed them in an orderly fashion – in the form of rows and columns – forming a well-defined matrix. It was not a mathematical notion by the way. It was ‘the matrix of death’ – the determinant of which was incalculable. My mother lay on the floor of the crematory, carefully wrapped in a white bag with her name written on a paper, properly pasted on the bag – as one of those faceless expressions composing a rectangular matrix.